So damn , I didn't even know of the relationship between Big and Charli Baltimore.
She wasn't mentioned once throughout the film, and during a interview with Allhiphop.com
she tells why she hasn't seen the movie and refuses to see it .

AllHipHop.com: People have been questioning why you were left out of the film.

Charli Baltimore: From what I’m understanding, the one particular scene which I guess bothered me more than anything was that me and B.I.G. were in a really, really, traumatic car accident. I almost died in that car accident and for them to downplay it—and again I didn’t see the movie so I don’t know how much it’s downplayed or not—but for them to downplay it the way that it was, the way that it occurred…it bothered me. That’s what probably bothers me more so than anything. I don’t usually do too many interviews regarding Big.

click here to read the rest of the interview .

Well im tired from last night , so im going to chill out and pass on going to the pre-bob party .
However, I will make-up for it tomorrow night - hopefully .
Anyway last night I went to a que party "pretty/nasty" and it was nastyyy lmao.
I had fun , plus it was free so yeah :]

So last night was the first and probably not the last of me clubbing on a Sunday .
At least I wasn't alone , A promotion team around the AUC threw a party at Dreamz and although at the beginning , I was straight irritated...line was mad long so although I didn't want to.. I said fuck it and jumped in VIP. Which was bullshit , because for it to be VIP, it sure as hell wasn't moving fast . Throughout the night , I thought I wasted my money but eventually towards the end I started stankin' leggin and having fun lmao . I'm cutting back though , at least until I get a job , I don't do lines, so the only other option is VIP which I refuse to continue to pay for .

So BET was there , it's supposed to air on tv i guess .
Toccarra ( however you spell her name ) was there and oh em gee , all I'll say is she looked better before she lost weight .

and I heard a song that gets me going in the club last night too , its some st.louis wahh wahh wahh shit lmao i don't i know it gets me going in the club tho .

For tomorrow most professors cancelled class , well I know my art class is.. and the only other class I have is seminar which hopefully is cancelled , because I'm not going if it isn't .
So far , I'm content on my schedule and classes , I haven't went to seminar yet so I have yet to see what that's about . I have to rack up on dough , because I have to buy mad art supplies and books..ahh this sucks .
I wish I could just live lavish and shop my ass off with no worries..but don't we all .

So today was cool , chilled most of the day .
then me and a friend went to Atlantic Station, it was mad packed .
We went to see Notorious, and from my opinion it was good .
More so sad, I didn't cry or anything but it was sad lol .
I'm a kim fan , and although she might of been crazy to want Christina Millian to play her role .
I'll honestly say the Naturi chick didn't
do too bad but i'm not a fan of how Kim
was portrayed. I like how it went in depth on what biggie did and went through as well as his relationship with kim, pac and others.
in the end , I don't feel like
I wasted my money like I usually do with
other movies.
Go check it out yourself , if you haven't already !

So I'm back in Atlanta , while I'm glad to be back . I wasn't has anxious to leave as I thought I would be . The day before I left was hectic, spent the whole day at the hair salon and the rest of the night until the early morning chilling with my best bitches.

Today was the first day of classes, and I was absent . I wasn't enrolled and registered until earlier today , so my first day will be tomorrow . I'm sure I didn't miss much, all I know is that its focus timeee . Today is blah , mainly chilling around , and taking care of last minute situations.
A few people have been hitting me up nonstop to chill so I might take them up on the offer .
My roommate isn't back yet , and due to the fact that this dorm room is mad small, it feels good to have it to myself for a few days .


of course like the rest of the world , I watched American Idol last night . I never watch it past the auditions. Last night the worst of the worst came out . What in the world are these people thinking ?
The man with the deep voice, dude with the guitar , bikini girl , and the overly nervous dude ...nothing but comedy .

Today was an eventful day .
woke up went to breakfast with the fam , being that I'm leaving to go back to Atlanta Sunday.
I'm not a big breakfast person, but it was decent until I found a piece of hair in my food. I swear some shit like that will fuck up your whole appetite .
After we went out to breakfast , I had to go to my high school and yes I still call it "my high school" cause me and my bitches ran that shit . I had to go make sure my old counselor sent off my transcript , the visit brought back old memories . I thought about visiting old teachers but was like naahh . One particular memory that my mom brought up was the "bloody brawl" as she likes to call it that me and my friends caused . I went to a predominately white school and me and my friends have been with the district sine 6th grade . Long story short, a few females also black decided to transfer to our school , and you know me and my friends paid them no mind , didn't kiss ass or ask questions . Eventually we started getting dirty looks , which led to arguments and one day after school the so called "bloody brawl" took place . I supposedly hit some girls mother who claims she had cancer and the bitch wanted to press charges ...ha good times ...enough about that .

I tagged along with my mom for the rest of the day while she did her thing , and laughed my ass off and a lot of things .
* I listened to Ciara's remix of Diva about 25 times because my mom had it on repeat .
* So to get her back , I bumped my GUCCI !
* I made a much needed hair appointment , :]
*..and I convinced my mom to take me to Victoria Secrets one last time before I leave .
I've had slow moments and one big ass freak out , not too long ago I told my mom I wanted to start wearing make-up and she took me to the MAC counter and bought me mad shit . Today I go to get my mascara and couldn't find it .
lol , some dudes didn't understand the big deal -clears throat - muh kay .
but i was going crazy , I tore my room apart and pulled everything out of the bathroom drawers .
I ended up finding it and that's all that matters , because I wasn't dishing out $15 for another one anytime soon .

Times winding down and I'll be back in the AUC - :]
so excited because my first roommate , after leaving because she couldn't afford it left and now she's back . She was mad cool and I was sad that she had to leave , now we can make up for lost time . Ready to hit the clubs up again , and spend time with him .

I'm slacking , but lately I've been working on my personal blog and getting that up and running . If we're cool , then you know what that is .
I love the viewers of this blog, and I hope they continue to visit. Although I'm sure there are some lurkers who are just being nosey .
so there goes this being 50 percent personal ..
anyway , while watching "The Bad Girls Club" I couldn't help but get annoyed with Kayla .
Like seriously the female has problems , in the beginning I thought she would be my favorite and the cool one but hell no . Her moods are up and down , and I understand how on tonight's episode Tiff was fed up with her shit. What really got me was the whole light skin vs. dark skin conversation . Being a dark skin female , I've heard all the bullshit and crazy comments but still have yet to hear a non ignorant conversation of the issue . I understand Kayla'a boyfriend done fucked up her mental when it comes to her complexion but I never even considered her to be dark skin, maybe it's just me but she needs to get over herself. It's funny how she was so a bit hush when Tiffany was going chi-town on that ass .

HAPPY 2009 !
I stopped making new years resolutions about two years ago , if you ask me why single one day of the year out to dedicate change. There's nothing wrong with resolutions, but lets be honest after the first week of the new year your resolutions are out of the window and you're back to old habits.
I simply avoid all the pressure , by addressing my goals for the new year .
It may not be a difference to some but to me its a whole lot easier .
my new years eve sucked and while I would of preferred clubbing I saved myself a hangover .
with that being said , my goals for the 2009

• Get a job
• at least a 3.0 gpa / focus more on school
• save money
• copp more sneakers
  

Those are my goals as of now , who knows by February I may have a whole 'nother mind set .
in the end , i just hope 2009 brings more to the table than '08 .